The midlife existential crises! That turned into a blessing.
I was in my mid-twenties when I went through a difficult time in my life and amongst all this chaos I was also undergoing a midlife existential crisis through thick and thin I believe somehow I was able to find out that maybe no matter what you do there is a void that never seems to fill something is always missing no matter how happy how high how low you might be at that moment in time there is this one thing that is missing. So I started to take things from another perspective just like Jason Bourne. The primary most basic questions I am a conscious being on a planet that is spinning on at least 3 different axes in the vastness of this space and what exactly am I doing amidst all this. Who placed me here? What am I supposed to do here? It was like hold on a minute what have I been doing the past 20, 24 years of my life. I have tried doing the things people tell you to do even if you achieve their so-called level of success and a good life that void still remains piercing at the ...